17 June 2009 . 6:13 PM
Soul-searching!I think my attitude is coming back again! Ohdear and its back cos of her, which in a minute i shall blast everything out. And my laziness is coming back too! Crap i really have to find my self-control back. i'm becoming too addicted to the computer and having fun!
You think its funny, all the jokes you've made. You think its cute, the way you say things, and treat people. You take me for granted, do you? You think i'm your dog, is it? You treat me like i have no options, no emotions. I'm not your robot to order around. And i will make my own choice someday, without YOU interfering, and god bless i would be truly happy then. And you would know that i have never felt truly happy with you. You think of no one but you only, and do things only thinking about yourself. Have you ever thought that you are dragging two others with you? I admit, i'm still too young to be released from your clutches fully, but don't i have a choice? I think you're the same as 'her', or even worse. And you think the way you say others perfectly nice names are funny, dont you. Mind you, its insulting. Selfish, uncaring creature. You're a disappointment.
*Hey seniors, don't think wrong. It isnt any of you. please don't be offended or something.
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