17 October 2009 . 7:57 PM

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13 October 2009 . 8:44 PM

Writing song lyrics' cool , i tried but cos i cant play guitar or piano i cant make it into a song . Emo-ish songs are easy to write , probably cos there's many experiences .

I don't want to stay here any longer
I've tried and tried
yet got nowhere further
My tears fall silently
Wishing I could just be of help


Err , dont laugh , first try . Think its better off as a poem .

I'm sorry , to you , and to the one who i wasnt in the mood to talk to this week . Really sorry to both of you . To tell you the truth , i really dont hope that it'll stop right here , cos i dont want to lose you . I know i said something really wrong , and i'm sorry for that , cos i know i shouldnt have said that . The rest , is up to you . Amen,

12 October 2009 . 11:04 AM

Your guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray


Thank you ,
i still havent forgotten it (:
in case you dont know who you are ,
you're the person who typed me the part in RED <3

Cant break away,
cant open my heart .
Sorry,

11 October 2009 . 12:41 PM

MAJOR MODULES COMING !!! die already~ trying and tring my best to pull my results up , certainly not very successful . Killed myself with chinese chengyu this week , with the umpire test( extra thing to study for -.-) yeah , been really happy this week , other than the studying. (: Kinda confusing for some stuff too , but its alright cos i know there's people there (: Oh , and to AZRAEL :D , i'm so glad that the thing that i hoped would not happen , is NOT happenning (: Think its the opposite way round eh (:

KAJIAO-ING PEOPLE IS FUN :D

The cdp thing is adding more stress to everyone , esp alin . ALIN ! dont stress okay ? i'll help you sort the stuff out ! (:

Sadded , missed out on the hari raya thingy , but ohwells . I helped me realised something too, actually . Pretty much boring yesterday , yeah .

Graduation night was great , i thought the powerpoint was really touching and stuff . Mine'll be in 3 more years . It seems pretty fast that the year is out already , and that the settling down part is done .

i still cant let go of you,

26 September 2009 . 10:10 PM

You called my name, reached out your hand,
Restored my life, and I was redeemed,
The moment you entered my life,
Amazing grace, Christ gave that day,
My life was changed,
Went from my shoulders, fell the weight of my sin


So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance I've gained,
On you I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist

Consume my thoughts, as I rest in you,
I'm now in love, with a Saviour,
Bearing the marks of his love


So I wait upon you now,
With my hands released to you,
Where a little faiths enough,
To see mountains lift and move,
Yeah and I wait upon you now,
Dedicated to your will,
To this love that will remain,
A love that never fails

I love this song ! It really brings out the fact that God gave to those that faded away from him a second chance to come back to Him . (: Oh , i forgot to mention in the previous post . THANK YOU VIKKI ! You really inspired me with what you said that day , during that 20 mins or so we had together . You got me up and going, to start doing something about my spiritual walk with God . You made me realise , what i'm doing now isn't enough . You gave me advice , on how i should start doing it . I cant thank you enough for all you've done for me , all you've instilled in me . Truth be told , you're the person who made me who i am now , and made me come to my senses . Together with azrael , you're the angel that God sent to me , to lead me back to him. Thank you !

AZRAEL ! :D
You're another angel sent to me (: You never failed to be what you termed as 'my soldering machine' . You know what i mean . :D Though one of your notes , you showed me i wasnt making enough effort to praise God , to worship Him . You encouraged me by telling me that God would be there to protect me , to take care of me . It really meant alot during that time , when i was really afraid .(of something small , i know , that you yourself are afraid of too) Thank you ! I've learnt alot from you , and though you , i really understood what it means to take action instead of just saying . Cos you, did just that , to really get at me. Ily !


Sorry to those who i didnt mention , i just mentioned th main two people ! There's olivia , who always tries her best to help me , to not be irritated at me , to try and hang out with me when i was alone in the past , and always tells me she's there for me when i need her ! I appreciate that too oli ! Thanks alot ! And some other people , who really made a difference in my life . Thanks to all ! (:

24 September 2009 . 12:07 PM

Finally posting :)

Passing notes with az is fun . :D Very busy this whole week ! Chiong chinese hw after cf yesterday night until 12 , then as what i learned from someone during cf , started the 10-mins-a-day thingy :) Read about David and Goliath , then i saw this part about love that was interesting . Shall read on today ! :) Cf sharing started to really hit me alot this few weeks , like how it seems that God is speaking to me through vikki and chris . Hmm , shall try and become like David , although its gonna be hard i'm still gonna try . :)

Starting to finally do some things ! Learned alot this few weeks , esp this week . And i started having weird dreams . lols ! :)

Maybe its meant to be that way,

07 September 2009 . 4:44 PM

Awaiting tomorrow :D

Yay , going sentosa with the rest of 6O '08 , finally get some time to catch up with each other :)
JANNELLE ! I'm gonna see you tomorrow ! haha .

I wanna go back to school , just so bored at home. I MISS MY TEAMMATES :D haha , some others too :) So fast , one year almost gone . Sigh . Must treasure everyday ! :)

Anybody can tell me some sensible quotes that are encouraging , wise or funny ? haha . I need them for something . :) Actl , two things :P